Stuck in Ambiguity

I don't know where I stand. I was looking at the settings for this blog. It said to describe it. Put your blog into a category. Is it, fashion, sports, DIY projects? Truth be told I have no clue. I want to talk about everything, but there is not exactly a "This and That" category. I was confused. Truth be told, I have been confused a lot.

If I walked into the cafeteria of Mean Girls I am pretty sure I would have to pull a Cady and eat lunch in the bathroom. Let's get one thing straight though, I am not a loser with no friends. I am just not sure who I am lately.

I am too lazy to be a JOCK. I am too athletic to be LAZY. I dress too nice to be considered SLOPPY, but not nice enough to be a FASHIONISTA. I quit band so BAND GEEK is out of the question and I am not smart enough to be a NERD. I don't do drugs so I am not a STONER, and if I go under the term YEARBOOK NERD, I would be a party of one. So who am I?

Stuck in ambiguity, I have no idea. But does it really matter? If I am fine where I am, here in limbo, I don't need to be defined. Then on days of clarity I am stuck to wonder, does everyone else feel the same. Does the quarterback wonder where he belongs when it is not a Friday night. When the seasons all end and graduation begins, where does he lie? And the nerd. What happens when he fails? Is he still a nerd?

Obviously, these labels were not thought out fully. If they were they would be more permanent but instead need to be subject to change.

I am told college is different. Actually, I know. I, being the high achiever I am, have been taking some college classes half a day and in the summer. In college it doesn't matter what category you are in. College is all about being who you are or at least who you want to be. And until I find out who any of those people are, I am just gonna experiment until I find the right fit. And by experiment I do not mean the weird confused sexuality thing girls go through during college. I just mean... I don't know what I mean. But, you will have to just stay tuned to find out.

Until next time.