I. Am. Done. I am sick and tired of being jealous and hating on people. And before you get all worked up, I am a nice person. I am. But there is always that one person that can get under your skin like nobody's business. They make it impossible for you to live. You want to take a brick to their face and smash it. You want to do a movie montage of your many attempts to ruin their life like in Mean Girls. It is crazy, but it is true. And if you are reading this right now and are shaking your head back and forth in a "no" position, you are lying to yourself. Seriously. But as of yet, I am through with it all.
This transformation or enlightenment or whatever you want to call it is not something that just happened suddenly. It was a walk up. Just like homework, I procrastinated. I could not miss out on the chance on bad mouthing that person whenever I found a new ally created out of pure annoyance of the person. Gossip is an evil mistress, but unfortunately to tempting to turn down.
Now though, with lent upon us, I feel the need to grow as a person. I feel the need to give up more than Netflix and chocolate for forty days. I really want to make a change. So that is what I am going to do. It won't be easy and I am aware of that but it must be done. And I know once it is done, I will be able to go on with my life much more happier than I was before. I truly believe I can do it because I don't think I can go on otherwise. They are not worth my time and to be honest, I have so much more things that need to be done.
I will let you know how it goes.
Until then, its been interesting...
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