I find myself on a sort of high right now. No! I am not under the influence of any kind. I just, I am just... pleased with myself, you can say. I know that is sort of odd to say, but nevertheless, it is true.
Now, I don't know if anyone is truly reading this blog or if they accidentally stumbled upon here and are about to log off. I don't know if anyone cares, but as of right now, I care. I care about what I write and about what I am about to write. I find the approval in myself and that is all I need. I think that is the most important thing.
At times we find ourselves caught up in trying to have others be pleased at our existence, but during the time of trying to make others happy, we find ourselves miserable. Why? Why should we put ourselves aside for other people. I am not talking about becoming selfish, just know that your happiness is just as important. Sometimes we forget that. Maybe we can have it all or maybe not, but we can try.
I started this blog as a way to blow off steam, as a way to be heard and change lives, as a way to be who I truly believe myself to be yet found it hard to be in the real world, (I guess you can say I find my inner thoughts to be easier to show through my writings) Of course I would love to touch more lives. I would love to get more views and have it actually make a difference. Just to know that my voice is important to someone would be wonderful, but the fact that I still continue to post despite actually having followers, I find it a win. Half of the battle was trying and I think I succeeded.
Love Always, (even if you haven't read my blog or decide to not to read further)
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